thoughts unedited

The past few months have been pretty ‘eventful’ to say the least. Lots of things that never happened before…lots of things i never expected….lots of things i never hoped would happen happened….. I always get nostalgic when i think of my friends(I guess everyone does!!), but one friend who has always been more than just a friend is sam….Life has been taking us both on a roller coaster ride..together….I cant stop but recollect the rides that we had in wisconsin…all those scary rides we went in together. I never had the fear….cause i knew he didnt either.

But there is always this funny way of life….it makes the ever calm people to seethe in anger…the ever jovial person float in tears…and the ever brave person cringe in fear…..in short life takes everyone on a ride and shows him his own other side. I feel the same has been happenening to us of late. we have been facing things that we have never ever thought of. And it is the first time in my life i am not wishing for his company…the reason…a feeling which says…my life is getting screwed…why should his aswell??

According to me the most sensible and sane person in our gang is sam. I am the most arrogant…brash…care a damn…fight at will…..kind of a person….In short he is the good boy of the gang and i am the bad boy of the gang…..Yet we r the best of friends.. the reason..we compliment each other perfectly. However varied we might have been…the most common thing in both of us is the fact that we have never wished for anyone’s failure…we never hoped somebody would loose…we never prayed for somebody’s destruction. But after all the things we r going through…I believe somebody else is surely hoping those for us…

The question that constantly comes up…why us????