Inclinations and intent
As you tread through ur life u always get options…options on choosing your path. There are temptations and there are diversions. When we were in our adolsence and had the shadow of immaturity over our head, these temptations and diversions can be associated with the habits and addictions that may set in. Once a person is done through this stage, the real complexity of life comes in. In the adolsent age , the demarkation between good and bad is clear. It all depends upon the person’s level of control and his choice in life. But as the age progresses the choices we make are merely the inclinations we take when we are given a choice between our intent and the alternative.
It is during such a phase that a person gets completely drained. All his mental prowess is spent out figuring out a way to lead himself in the correct direction when he has 2 ways before him. I am completely drained at the moment. Life has always been kind to me, It has always come to my aid when I was sad. But this time, itseems I will have to bear the brunt of its fury. I clearly donno what to do. My passion, my madness….commands me to wait and take things in my stride and keep hoping for the intent of people to change and understand me someday. But on the other hand my arrogance , my attitude, my self respect and dignity want me to refrain from all this and live the way i have lived my life…always.
This desicion is very taxing to say the least. I can neither concentrate, nor retaliate. I just want a solution to all this…a solution that is gonna make my present and future happy….and i want it real quick..
And ya….last but not the least….i found a comment for my last post…sorry dude…i donno whoever u r…but ur words were surely very encouraging…thanks a lot for that..and I am dying to know whoever u r…
