thoughts unedited

Time is goin’ by and world is spinnin’ over…so am I….doin something…hoping for something….believing in something and persuing something….confusing isnt it…thats what i am rite now!! Am slowly but steadily learning the trades of the game…odds of survival arent the ultimate driving force….they are the penultimate. The ultimate driving force is the do or die situation…. I spent a majority of my life till date saying “I will”…”I shall”…”I can”…..but had pretty few instances where I said “I did” and what better time for it than now ;). So that basically sums up my professional front…..now dont start of saying what the hell did he say so far apart from some abstract trash??…well thats all i ve’ got to say for the moment….shall tell u more when i achieve something…howzthat for a person who believes in marking his target…announcing it aloud and then half the times givin out reasons for missing out!!
Well this time I dont wanna announce anything…cos I dont wanna miss anything…..

Am doin some soul searching…learning a lot from people around…and tryin hard to encorporate those things into my life. U always want life to go in your terms….it would, had u been the only person on this earth. So guys…time to buckle up…change and stick to those changes….

Donno why but I havent been in touch with friends back home since a long time….so am doing the all important task of getting back to them. Calling them up….listening to their long list of abuses for not calling up regularly….sometimes redialing to people who cuss and hang up as soon as they see my name flashing on the id screen ;).
But no complaints…i deserve it…

PS: people who read this blog must be imagining what the hell I am talking all about….well dont rack ur brains…I aint talkin bout anything….this was just to shrugg off teh rust I accumulated on my blogging abilities…sorry for wastin ur time though :p…